Dealing with boundary issues, and a little birdie told me to look at Neptune in my horoscope:
Neptune represents transcendental liberty, non-egoistic liberty.
Neptune in Capricorn
She is discerning, wise and sensible.
Neptune in I
She is intuitive, sensitive. Not a fighter and is indecisive. May have some identity problems until she decides on a more spiritual or artistic path. May be psychic or simply strongly intuitive. Gentle and yielding.
17 Trine Jupiter - Neptune
She is very generous and altruistic, helping people in difficulty or sick people. She knows how to listen or, at least, how to give that impression. She is a dreamer, with lots of imagination: she likes the Arts.
53 Sextile Neptune - Pluto
26 Conjunction Neptune - Ascendant
She has strange relationships. She is easily influenced, very sensitive and emotional.
My reaction:
There was only one thing that put me on the defense. Hey I might not have been "born fighter," but I can make myself one when necessary. Although because I find it easier to defend someone else sometimes I have to see myself as someone else to help. The little girl who never learned how to fight, I am the one to put the sword in her hands and words in her mouth and give her a shield that not even her best friends can get through unless she says its ok. I give myself a choice to let people in and the ability to choose wisely. To choose those who will not harm.
I am not a fighter in the sense that I pick fights. I don't confront easily, but it is something I try hard to do. It is something I am getting better at with each conflict. I know how important it is to my life and relationships. Honesty is such a beautiful thing.
Honesty is such a beautiful beautiful thing. I think the rest of this is really honest about me. Sometimes I do forget who I am, but I don't change exactly, its just my identity isn't always clear to me. Even though I express myself so often, I don't notice in the moment at times, but certainly in the rereading I see me.
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